Eclipse of the Heart...

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Sun, 31 May 2009 12:43:00 +0000

Freedom & Seha - Mulanya Di Sini
(click to listen)

~~sama sama menjejak mimpi~~
sama sama mencari dan menanti
segalanya direstui cinta sejati
sama sama gunung didaki
sama sama turun ke lembah sepi
suka duka bersama dirasai ~~~~

There are various people at various point along the path, with different faces and different names, through a kursus named -Induksi, Bil 4/2009, they met each other. From the 1st night where a group of 52 peoples were called one by one to intro themselves, till the last night where everyone was giving their best shot in their "persembahan dalam kumpulan", and with a renewed sense of friends and 'commitment' that has come upon us, i felt it's a completely different kind of life. Especially the last night presentation, none of these would be possible without each of the group member's tenderness in making it an amazing scene.

.The 'botak' gang.

Same height???

.The tallest and the shortest.

.The eldest and the youngest.

.Group 4.

.Group 5.

.Group 6.

.Group ?.

.Barisan Urusetia.

.Hari.. hari sabtu? hari ahad?.

.Vijay - The pokok Melaka. ^-^

Yah, am back, from BTN and induksi.
A total of 18days.
Scheduled timetable.
Lectured & LDK.
Senaman pagi & riadah.
Study & exam.
Games & TeamBuilding.
Tired & Exhausted.
Yet, enjoyed & gonna miss it!!

To be continued...

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Sun, 03 May 2009 13:22:00 +0000

Je t'aime Manchester United!!

A reason to love, a reason to stay, a reason to support, a reason to be the one, and a reason to fall for.

We are the Champions. No matter how many times we lost. We are still the champions. Deep inside the heart.

GoGo.

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Mon, 27 Apr 2009 13:15:00 +0000

I hate 27th!

But I love 29th!

I dislike celebrating Xmas!

But I enjoy listening to Xmas Songs!

Moi is going to Sabah in August and Bali in Oct (if everything sails smoothly according to plan, kekeke...)

Pray for me guys. :)

.XoXo.

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Tue, 14 Apr 2009 10:55:00 +0000

Yes!! It's done finally!!

The agenda book for the coming kursus in Hospital Tuanku Ampuan Najihah.

The cover page.

The agenda.

And the end....

Solely done by using photoshop software. Comments and criticizes are all welcomed. :)

Till then, see you guys.

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Mon, 13 Apr 2009 09:02:00 +0000

My favourite P.A.R.F.U.M.E is finished!!!!! Arghhh.......... another unlucky day for me!!!! Why why tell me why I'm the unlucky one???

*It is these small little imperfections that make them perfect.* A meaningful sentence. To watch the full video, click here.

Is currently listening to : I can wait forever - Simple Plan

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Mon, 13 Apr 2009 07:36:00 +0000

Haiz...what an unlucky day man...

Bang my car this morning. What? Again? Yeah, again, the 2nd time to be exact. Luckily mum didn't nagged much this time and didn't 'suspend' mah driving license. Lollll... Basically it was just a small accident. My emergency brake just couldn't save me from the accident and there gone my car bumper. It dislocated a little bit from the body and my car bonnet was a bit raised up. But the overall condition is still 100000x more better than the 1st time.

Me : (Get out from the car, panic, shocked, terrified, adrenaline was at its highest peak i supposed) I'm sorry.

30+year-old Indian guy : What are u rushing for? You see you have made the traffic even more worse. xx@##%xx#@%#%x@

Me : Let's drive to the side 1st.

So we drove our car to the side and he cont. bla bla bla while examining his car bumper. I stood aside, thinking what if his car bumper suddenly fall off and how much $$ I need to pay him. Luckily, there was only a ~4cm crack.

Me : Hmm...ur car seems okie, so I would just pay u RM50.

30+year-old Indian guy : Eh, RM50??? From outside it seems okie, but I couldn't see the inner part. What if the compartment that store my spare tyre is dented or spoiled?

Me: (OMG, his ridiculous statement tirggered my anger) Eh pls la, I hit on ur car bumper (I step forward and knocked on it), hear that? Inside is nothing. You don't tell me your car boot is spoiled and claim on me.

30+year-old Indian guy : (Open his car boot and had a thorough checked on it) You see, it's dented (pointing at a dented place).

Me : Eh uncle, I hit on your car bumper, not on ur car boot. (Gosh, I dunno how many times I need to repeat this sentence)

30+year-old Indian guy : (running his fingers over his car bumper over and over again to search for any small little tiny scratch or crack that his eyes might miss it) Well, I cannot see it clearly now since it's very dark.

Me : (7.05am, dark? wtf ) So do you need my car's spotlight??

30+year-old Indian guy : .......

Me : Okla, I pay you RM50 and done.

30+year-old Indian guy : Eh cannot la!!!!

Me : So how much you want then?

30+year-old Indian guy : (trying to think think a while) okie, Rm150.

Me : Wah RM150??!!!! No, I'm not going to pay you that much coz' it doesn't worth that much. You don't think I'm stupid or I'm a girl that don't know much about the car (trying to act act like I know though I don't really know la =p)

30+year-old Indian guy : Eh, now it's your fault okie, you hit me from behind. If we reported this to the police, you need to pay the RM300 summon.

Me : (His super wtf statement lagi trigger my anger) Eh, I didn't deny that's my fault, and you don't have to keep reminding me that it's my fault. Ok, the most I can give you is RM100.

Well, in the middle of our conversation, his dad arrived. Mark you, his DAD!! A 30+year-old guy called his dad to come and settle the problem. Ha. Funny. Me, a going-to-be 24 year-old little gal, settle it myself instead. (hehe....coz I couldn't get my dad at that time)

His dad didn't say much and I just paid him Rm100. The indian guy accepted it happily and the story ended. Guess what, he even told me to drive carefully while on my way to work. grhhh......

Took EL and got my car fixed at uncle's workshop. So here gone my wondeful Mon morning.

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Thu, 09 Apr 2009 10:32:00 +0000

Unspoken Thoughts

A simple little girl.
And a simple life.
Need not promises.
Need not 24-hours.
Need not flowers.
Need not expensive pressie.
Need not the Sky, the Moon, the Stars, or the Sun.

All I ask for.
Nothing but just true love.
From the bottom of your heart.
Love me for you want to.
And care for me for you want to.
Not responsibility or sympathy.

Love me like how you loved her.
The way I wish you would.
And the way I know you could.
Sounds easy, yet it's the hardest thing ever.

I should have knew from the start.
Where you can never do the same to me.
For you can never be the same.
Where you can never treat me like how you treated her.
For I am a different her.
And can never be with me.
For I might not be the one.

I thought I could be the one.
The one that lead you out from the past.
The one that change your world.
And show you the other happier side of the fields.
Where the grass is greener.
Beautiful with flowers.

I thought I could be the one.
The one that draw the smiles on your face.
The one that brighten up your days.
And show you the other happier side of the world.
Where the Sun shines brightly.
Beautiful with puffs of white.

I am over-confidence.
I am wronged.
And I've failed.
I knew I shouldn't compare.
I knew I shouldn't expect much.
But how could I?
For I knew too much about your past.
And the story ended.
Nothing but just friend.
Is this what we called Fate?
And we both lost to it.

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Wed, 01 Apr 2009 10:41:00 +0000

.A Memorable Saturday.

What you did last Saturday? Well, as for my mine, went to Pavilion with Jane, Justin, and SYT. Elaine Dorotha cant join us for fun as she’d some catch up sessions with her s’pore friends. And yah, where is our another usual hang out gang member, TYM? Her knee was injured during the futsal game last Thursday. So she has difficulty in walking (according to her) and decided to rest more in order to get well soon. (then can go paktoh with somebody??? *cough cough* Oh, this one I dunno. Haha, kidding, TYM don’t kill me if you saw this =p)

Okie, if you are thinking we shopped a lots, then you are wronged. Yah, we did lepak in some shops while waiting for SYT to come and join us for lunch. But then we did some really interesting stuffs after Justin left us. SYT and Jane went to Fish Spa which is located at a corner near Redbox Plus, and OMG, Jane’s expression was superb when she first put her leg into the small pond where it’s fulled of small little tiny fishes. 3 of us really laughed till stomach cramp and luckily not many customers that time. As for me, I just sat there and help them to take some pic. Yah, I know I’m coward, for I’ve really no gut to try it, but but but…. I will try it someday. :) Trust me.

We then headed for our movie called Knowing. Wanted to watch Confession of a Shopaholic at first but the ticket was sold out. It’s a worth-to-watch movie overall though the ending is a bit cacat. Yah, the same cinema in Pavilion again. Went with someone last year. It’s kinda nostalgic, isn’t it. But if I let the emo-ness strikes me everytime I go to the place where we’d been before, how could I lead a happie life? (Except for a place where I will never dine there again la) Since he has moved on so well, why would I still hanging in the past? I should have moved on too, coz’ I know if I’m not, I’m gonna be abandoned by this world. I don’t dare to look back on how I’ve gone through the past 2 months lor. Not even a single word of consolation from him wei. The fact is cruel. He is cruel. Slept with tears at 12midnight and woke up with tears at 3am or go to work in a pair of bengkak eyes is not chun at all wei. But I survived over a range of sadness and obstacles! Hooray! Over the past few months, what I did was: I tried my best to cut off all ties with him, I tried my best to cut off all the feelings I have towards him, I tried my best to lead my life without him, I tried my best to restrain myself from looking back, I tried my best to shut off the playback of past memories, I tried my best to erase everything. I’m really sorry if I got no choice but to persuade myself to hate him, for this is the only way to speed up the healing process of a broken wound. Papa always says 命里有时终需有，命里无时莫强求. Well, be positive thinking, be optimistic, be happie, for everything is fated.

Okie okie, enough for the playback. Back to the happier side, we headed to a restaurant called Shook in Starhill for dinner after the movie, as according to SYT there is some function about the Earth Hour going on in that restaurant, where they will switch off the light from 8.30pm till 9.30pm and you will be having candlelight dinner throughout that hour. The function was actually hosted by Ruth Yeoh, the Director of Investments (YTL Corp Company), and supported by losta celebrities. Guess what!!! Spotted some celebrities like Deborah Henry, Stephanie Chai, Hannah Lo and Deanna Yusoff. Of course, we wont miss the chance to take photo with them and thanks to SYT’s iphone.

The group photo.

And another one.

From left: Hannah Lo, SYT, Stephanie Chai, Deborah Henry.

Hannah Lo, Stephanie Chai and Me.

OMG!!!! Stephanie is gorgeous, Deborah is chun, and Hannah is stunning!!!! They are soooooooooooooooooo pretty!!!!! Okie, I know you guys must be laughing at my 审美观, but trust me, they are really HAWT!!!! How I wish I could have their face and their body, thin, tall, pretty, sharp features…. Oik, stop dreaming la. Sigh. Yah, I know our senyuman abit kejang, coz' we're super KAN CHEONG wei.

Okie, back to the dinner part, so we ended up have our candlelight dinner (my first candlelight dinner is gone *blush blush*) in a restaurant which served Spanish food becoz’ Shook was fully booked. And the baked cheesy scallop was superb!! I’m loving it!! I’m so sorry that all these fakta-fakta are not supported by photos. Coz’ I forgot to bring along my newly bought camera. Eh, please forgive me la as I did not expect we will go to this kind of event mah and the camera is too heavy for me to carry it and jalan-jalan along. Haha, SYT said she very regretted for didn’t remind me about that. Okie, gimme some times and let me learn to master it first k. Btw, won't be able to on9 coz' modem at home was spoiled since last week and thanks to SYT and "her housemates" for letting me to on9 at their home. Till then, see ya. :)

X.o.X.o

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Tue, 31 Mar 2009 14:32:00 +0000

I’m sorry,

I can’t be perfect.

I’m not good enough to be a girlfriend.

No experiences.

I’m a noob. A nooby Jia.

The song is sweet. But it’s not gonna happened on me. Sigh.

Hope?

I would if I could, but I know I can’t so I won’t.

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I start to love blogging

coz’ this is the only place

where I can express out my feelings freely

For I do not know how to say it out

so I shall let the words do the talking

though

I know my English sucks.

I will continue in writing,

though

I know nobody is reading it.

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Sat, 21 Mar 2009 12:46:00 +0000

Songs for You. Truth for Me.

Crazy things that I wanted-to-do:

1. swim at night in a piece of turquoise colour evening gown (swimming pool)

2. build the sandcastle on the beach, run happily along the beach in the dusk and enjoying the romantic sunset view

3. piano+guitar+sing in the public

4. leave my footprints in every single places in the world

5. wish to celebrate birthday in few places:
- mount Kinabalu
- Bali island
- Aegean Sea/Santorini
- Sweden- a place to see Northern lights/aurora

is currently in love with the photo hanging on the wall.

Finished watching the long and boring tvb series, The Gem of Life finally... Going out tmr. So see you guys on Mon. Have a great weekend. :)

p/s: ohyah, just in case you guys are wondering when will i cont my study, got the reply from professor in-charged of Phd in Psychology in Manchester University saying that I need to do conversion course in order to further my study in this field. So will be wandering around in this country till I found my interest in another course.

.XoXo.

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Fri, 20 Mar 2009 12:28:00 +0000

A friend's words trigger my thoughts. And I think I had done a wrong thing. I reassured a friend that she is actually much more better than someone, which I don't think I should do that. She is optimism. She said even if she is a very good person, but this does not mean that she suits him. Yeah, I strongly agreed. Im thinking, if he goes after her first before he is interested in another her, they might make a good couple. and lead a happie life now. This is called 相逢恨晚.

Okie, I think I should stop nagging about the relationship part or else I would make this blog very boring. In fact, I'm bored and sien ady.

So, a little update about my life. Played mahjong and monopoly till late yesterday night. Intended to go for squash with Elaine Dorota at first but had a strong headache after lunch time. Had Tab Paracetamol 1g stat, and it took about an hour plus for the headache to go off. Um…this explains why people always ask for original med instead of generic one. =p So drove to work alone like a zombie this morning and luckily, farmasi staff and colleagues are nice and this gives me motivation to work everyday.

p/s: Thanks to Elaine Dorota for the box of Chamomile tea. :)

Went to Mid Valley laz weekend and thanks to Jane for the updates. Something that I wanted to buy it long long time ago. And Yeah, I have bought it finally! It's so expensive, nearly my 1month pay! Arghh... I'm broke now. But happie. *Dance in joyfulness* Actually I just planned to have a look initially but when I first saw the one that I'm interested in all this while, my heart fell for the 1st sight. Asked some opinions from cousin's husband. Then called up a friend for some opinions too. And someone called when I was still considering to buy it or not to buy. He told me just go for it if Im really like it. No regret. And yeah, I bought it in the end. (In order to protect others' privacy, I would not mention their name here, hehe..you can come and ask me personally and I might tell you la) And I need to learn from basic coz' I know nothing about it. And I must master it before brother's wedding in Sept.

To Feli, don't laugh at me okie, I know you did it years ago in UK when I told you I wanna buy that. Lolll....

..XoXo..

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Thu, 19 Mar 2009 18:07:00 +0000

Dear diary:

This is a little gal’s story and it’s her very first time to say ‘this thing’ out to the public (though she knows not so many people are still checking out her blog, there might be not, and that’s why she’s brave to ‘publicize’ it here =p). Well, close friends of her surely understand ‘this thing’ refer to what. Anywhere, she just wanted to share her story and thoughts here. Not to comment or criticize anyone. It’s just a piece of thought of a gal who accidentally walked into a different world and finally found out she does not belonged to that world and walked out in broken pieces.

First of all, she would like to thank all of her friends, her best friends, close friends, normal friends and casual friends who are always there for her whenever she needs their comforts and helps. She told herself she will never ever take them for granted, least of all their feelings and caring towards her, it’s not just the big things, but the small gesture that she remember (if she manage to coz’ seems like she is having early stage of Alzheimer =p) and hold close to her heart like little jewels in small little precious velvet bag. She just wants to tell them she really appreciates everything and every encouragement that they gave along the path, and helps that they extend to her. She is always grateful that she has a bunch of best buddies that willing to stand by her and willing to share their happiness and sadness with her. Therefore, when she thought she has found her happiness and finally decided to share with her close friends, telling them how happie she is, everything has changed. She wished to receive 祝福from everybody. Frankly speaking, who would in this world dun wanna 被祝福. But things changed in just a click of eye. She is heart-broken and totally disappointed at that time. Honestly speaking, she does not like to hate people, becoz’ she knows when she hates people, at the same time, people might hate her too. She rather chooses to have a friend than to have an enemy. But since then, she starts to hate people who:

- make empty promises (though she always ffk her friends too)

- hurt her (though she knows sometimes she does hurt people too)

- run away when she needs help

- leave her alone (though sometimes she feels like wanna be alone)

- are cruel to her (though she knows sometimes she’s cruel too)

- lie to her (though sometimes she got no choice that she needs to lie too)

- over confidence (though sometimes she does)

- thought they are close to her and claimed they know her well but in fact they are not

- like to make judgement based on what they saw or what they heard and then comment on that somebody to have shallow thinking, for example.

- misunderstand her and misinterpret her thoughts or intentions

- Liverpool supporters coz’ she supports Man Utd, though she dislikes Arsenal too (of course this only apply to certain people la)

She just doesn’t like this kind of people, don’t ask her for the reasons. You can say she has shallow thinking, you can say she’s 小气, you can say she’s 心胸狭窄, whatever la, it doesn’t matter anymore. That’s why, she hate someone, a stranger and a passer-by. And she does not know, when will her hatreds turn to forgiveness. Anyway, she is now happier than before, coz’ lesser things to think and worried about. Hopefully this will give her eternal youth. Muahahaha……

p/s: I'm not angelic, I'm not kind-hearted, I'm a devil (to be specified, a Red Devil, okie, i know this is a bit lame...)

In-A-Relationship = Suckss…

To gals:

Things that shouldn’t do.

1. First of all, do not try to sayang his wallet. Do not ever think that you might be a financial burden to him and wanna share his burden. Coz’ guys would not appreciate it! They might think that you are trying to show off how rich you are or your financial status is better than him or you are looking down on him if you insisted to pay for your own meal or your movie ticket even though you do not have the intention to. No matter what he says, just choose to ignore it and let him pay for you. Pls don’t be too sensitive over things that he says that might make you feel that he is actually very sam tong after treat you a very expensive meal. You trying to be considerate but people do not feel it, so what’s the point??

2. If he brought you to his house, you should just go in and pay his family a visit la. Dun be shy and dun ever have the thought that it’s not a suitable time yet to meet up with his parents. Coz’ guys would not understand what are you thinking about. They might think that you do not have the intention to meet up with his family.

3. Shy or 矜持 is the failure of a relationship. Express out your feelings and do not hide it from him coz’ sometimes guys are just so stupid that they wont feel it. Don’t let them guess and do not expect them to understand your feelings la, coz’ they cannot be as细心as gals, it will take ages for them to understand it. Um… but this is a bit hard, especially to those gals who have used to keep their feelings to themselves. A very good example is the owner of this diary. For example, ‘I love you mum’ is a sentence that rarely come out from her mouth (maybe she used to say it when she was young la =p). To her, action can prove everything. No matter how loud or how many times you say ‘I love you mum’ but if you take no action to show it, it’s still nothing. Isn’t it? Agree?

4. Do not ever question the balancing between you and his friends even if he cares more for his friends than for you. Coz’ they might think that you wanna control them totally. Um…okie, this sounds so stupid. =p

5. Be proud of him. This is guy's egoism. And show it out coz' some guys are just so stupid that they might think you are more 'geng' and hence you are alwayz the dominator. But this sounds a bit stupid la coz' it seems like to publicize your proudness of him to the whole world. What's the point? Don't you think keep the love in the heart and let the actions speak the truth is much better?

6. Last but not least, all the gals out there, pls pump yourself up, be presentable, surely guys would wanna show off in front of their bro how ‘dim’ their gf is and at the same time get ‘approval’ from them. So gals, be clever, do not displease your guy’s best bro.

In conclusion, it's complicated and single is still the best, =p though you might feel lonely during some special events.

To guys: No offence la and for sure this does not apply to all guys. And gals, if you are thinking of wanna apply this in your current life, eh come on la, wake up!!! This is blardy silly and not worth it, coz’ this is really wtf. Be yourself becoz' you are who you are, if he cannot accept who you are, this means he does not like you much. So I'm sure you know what to do next.

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Thu, 19 Mar 2009 18:04:00 +0000

Went to MPH book fair which is located at the old Lim Kwok Wing University with cousin. Books are still very expensive though after reduction. Found this interesting book at the entrance of the book fair. It looks like a kid's story book but I'm amazed when I opened it. Amazed by its words and sentences. It says friends come in all shapes, ages, and stages. They can be your best friends, close friends, casual friends or normal friends. They might be funny, might be cool, might be talkative or might be lame. But the most important thing is that they will be there for you when you need them. This is friend. And so, I cannot accept a friend who betray me, hurt me, and then run away from me. I rather choose not to have them in my life than have them and make my life miserable. This sounds a bit weird but i got no choice but cruel to myself. Frankly speaking, I can forgive people easily becoz' dislike a person is not an easy matter, just like no matter how angry I'm with Mr. P but I would still talk to him the next seconds. But I could not persuade myself to forgive someone who really hurt me. Never, ever..

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Tue, 17 Mar 2009 16:48:00 +0000

Stunned! 4-1!!

Stunned, especially the last score. Really do not know what the Man Utd was doing in the match with Liverpool last Sat. Im so gek hei. Mark you, this is the very 1st time that I watched the football match until so gek hei. Vidic kena sent off. And Liverpool punya defence is undeniably great la that day (in my opinion). But still,

I HATE LIVERPOOL!!!! Though I dislike Arsenal too...

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Thu, 12 Mar 2009 10:23:00 +0000

.Untitled.

Well, i know i have abandoned this blog since long time ago. But pls forgive me for the lack of motivation in blogging recently, so many things happened, yet so little time for me to accept, adapt, and live life as usual. And I wanna thank God, for being so kind to me, im so lucky that i have a bunch of gud frens, yeah, they are really gud, they are alwaz there whenever i need them, they are my beacons when shadow descends and blocks my eyes.

Haiz... is this life?? Is the way ahead gonna be hard for me?? Where is my confidence?? Did i lost it somewhere someday?? Frankly speaking, after gone thru so many hardships, I really dunno how's my life gonna be. Work, is what I need to concentrate now. Nothing is perfect.

Still remember clearly when i was young, i promised myself and mummy that i will get a Phd title someday, and at that time, im really meant it. But now, i know i said it becoz im more to wanna run away from the world den the initial intention ady. Im so scared, this is not the real ying jia. How am i supposed to be??

Rebuild the confidence and self-esteem is a must!! This.. i promised myself. 12th of mac, 2009, 10pm.

The emotional part:
p/s: jz in case if my frens saw this post, (but i wonder how many ppl are still being the loyal reader of this blog) i would like to take this opportunity to say a big thank you for everything! And sorry if i trouble you guys or spoiled ur great day with my mood swing.

Reborn. Regenerate. Revive.

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Mon, 12 Jan 2009 13:57:00 +0000

Is currently in love with - You Don't See Me by Josie and The Pussycats

This is the place where I sit
This is the part where I love you too much
Is this as hard as it gets
Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough
I'm here if you want me
I'm yours, you can hold me
I'm empty and aching and tumbling and breaking

Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could

I dream a world where you understand
That I dream a million sleepless nights
I dream of fire when you’re touching my hand
But it twists into smoke
When I turn on the lights

I’m speechless and faded
It's too complicated
Is this how the book ends?
Nothing but good friends

Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would

Ahhh
The way I wish you would
Ahhh

This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I’m falling apart
Isn’t this just where we met?
And is this the last chance that I’ll ever get?
I wish I was lonely
Instead of just only
Crystal and see-through and not enough to you

Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would

Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Thu, 01 Jan 2009 00:06:00 +0000

Emo on the first day of 2009, it's gonna be a tough year ahead. Been freaking emo and uninspired recently. Sleep at 12midnight and wake up at 4plus early in the morning is not a fantastic experience. Prolly gonna take some xanax or dormicum someday. Pain killer is the only medicine to the pain and Sedation is the only solution to all the problems.

A happie new year to everyone out there and just pray for me that i'll get well soon and be blessed with lotsa love and happiness..

Love you guys.

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Sat, 04 Oct 2008 13:12:00 +0000

Day 1:
Yah, for a quite some time, being abandoned, i’m here. If you would to ask me “How do you feel today?” The answer wasn’t “pretty fine”, “good”, “so so”….

Isn't it odd that our spectrum of emotions can run from one far end of the street to the other end?

I told myself, I told everyones, it’s gonna be okie. But no. It’s not like that. It’s not gonna be okie. At least not, for this moment. My mind wants to understand, so I try to think, yet my heart tells me don’t.

She told me, “i’m so unwilling to leave” and my heart said, “so am i”. This is life, just bring the hopes that all those sweet and sour memories will move us to the next chapter of our life.

雨后的天空总会出现彩虹.

Drowns in my own emo-ness.

Day 2:
The moment we get closer, is the moment we will be drifted apart.

I tried to smile, and I did it, but not from the bottom of my heart.

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Fri, 05 Sep 2008 12:08:00 +0000

Just a little updates.

Am so sad, coz I lost my phone while having lunch with colleagues this afternoon. So in other words, I HAVE LOST ALL MY CONTACTS as well as those special reminders saved in my phone.

Im jz so sad....

All my frens out there, do leave me ur contact numbers. (via Email, MSN, facebook, friendster, etc etc etc....)

Does anyone wanna sponsor me a 3G iphone?? =p

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Sun, 25 May 2008 07:34:00 +0000

"Sir Alex Ferguson: I'll leave Manchester United by the time I am 70 - and this time I mean it.

This time there would be no going back, no quips about how his wife, Cathy, could not stand the thought of him at a loose end and constantly under her feet; Sir Alex Ferguson was quitting. Truly. He chose the last and cosiest of his briefings with journalists after the Champions League triumph to savour the Champagne and declare that Manchester United would have a new manager in maybe two years - three at the ''very, very, very, very most". By the spring - or trophy distribution time, as this inveterate football man would view it - of 2011 he would be 69, and enough was enough, for all the enduring drive and enthusiasm that had led him to build yet another great team. ''I won't be managing at 70," he said. "

adapted from telegraph.co.uk

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Sun, 11 May 2008 07:23:00 +0000

OMG, Spotted Sir Alex Fergie in Highland????!!!!!

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Sun, 11 May 2008 06:58:00 +0000

R.e.t.u.r.n. o.f. A. P.a.t.h.e.t.i.c. B.l.o.g.g.e.r.

Well, I know it has been long time ago since mah last update, I know I've abandoned "Eclipse of the Heart" since ages ago, I know I know, and all that I know is I NEED INSPIRATION!!

Does my name sound like Ninja? Am wondering.. (*u*)

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Sat, 01 Mar 2008 06:36:00 +0000

Life.Is.Like.A.Dream

"Tinggal dekat mana?"
"Pedas, Taman XXX"
"Oh, saya tinggal dekat sebelah saja, masam atau masin."
"........"

OMG, His lame-ness is, unbeatable.

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Sat, 16 Feb 2008 06:10:00 +0000

Reunion.... after those wearing days...

Went up to K.L during CNY.

To meet up with some of my uni-buddies, those we've been apart for quite some times.

It's nice seeing them again.

Not going to talk much bout the gathering since BadAcrix and BabyGPS have already done so.

A photo that I promised to put it up here- Mah-Seafood-Platter-Sharer

And..

our splendid seafood dinner..

Happie + Gong Xi + New Year

noreply@blogger.com (yjia) — Sat, 02 Feb 2008 03:35:00 +0000

Currently listening to:

Timbaland- Apologize

Colbie Caillat - Bubbly

Nice songs are to be shared. Aren't they?

With love,

Jia