Well, i know i have abandoned this blog since long time ago. But pls forgive me for the lack of motivation in blogging recently, so many things happened, yet so little time for me to accept, adapt, and live life as usual. And I wanna thank God, for being so kind to me, im so lucky that i have a bunch of gud frens, yeah, they are really gud, they are alwaz there whenever i need them, they are my beacons when shadow descends and blocks my eyes.
Haiz... is this life?? Is the way ahead gonna be hard for me?? Where is my confidence?? Did i lost it somewhere someday?? Frankly speaking, after gone thru so many hardships, I really dunno how's my life gonna be. Work, is what I need to concentrate now. Nothing is perfect.
Still remember clearly when i was young, i promised myself and mummy that i will get a Phd title someday, and at that time, im really meant it. But now, i know i said it becoz im more to wanna run away from the world den the initial intention ady. Im so scared, this is not the real ying jia. How am i supposed to be??
Rebuild the confidence and self-esteem is a must!! This.. i promised myself. 12th of mac, 2009, 10pm.
The emotional part:
p/s: jz in case if my frens saw this post, (but i wonder how many ppl are still being the loyal reader of this blog) i would like to take this opportunity to say a big thank you for everything! And sorry if i trouble you guys or spoiled ur great day with my mood swing.
Reborn. Regenerate. Revive.
posted by yjia @ 6:23 PM
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